I have a list of goals in my mind that I want to accomplish before this year is over. I know 2010 has a long way to go before it's over, but with me you just never know how long things might take. So I think if I write out exactly what I want to get done, I will be able to to actually do them. Right now all my ideas are stuck in my head and I have no clear thought process, so that's why I feel so overwhelmed most of the time. I want to do so many things, but I don't know what to do first, or how to get started. So without procrastinating some more, here are my goals:
Of course since I just graduated college, I really would like to find a job in my field. I don't want any more unpaid internships or websites that want to pay me in free stuff. I need money. So I have to stay diligent and keep looking for jobs every day.
I wanted to start a business online that would ensure that I had money while I wait until I find a job. I need to think of a good product that will sell, write a sales pitch, and design a cover for it.
I want to be crafty and be able to make a profit for it, so I want to make my own jewelry and try and sell it. Granted, this is a market that won't be very lucrative, but it will feel rewarding. Plus I'm hoping my first online business will be enough to cover me for my jewelry making.
I came up with an idea to write my own comic book. I have always been a comic book fan and it would be great if I can write my own. I've already come up with the premise, the characters, and the location, and with the help of one of my friends, we've been getting into the design. I have very little drawing skills so that part will have to be left up to my friend, but I have to get cracking on the manuscript.
So these are all the projects I have lined up in my mind, if only I could get enough motivation to start doing them. It's not really a lack of time, skill, or money, it's a lack of will that I've been fighting. Right now I feel like I want to break through these walls and do something worth doing! I just feel like I'm mentally and physically frozen...but I'm feeling that heat, so I'm hoping to break free any minute.
